fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.

Totally just bombed a french test, I just know it. I don't understand how I am supposed to be able to teach french grammar when I can't even freaking do the accords of the participe passer!! When to use er or e accent, no clue! I mean holy Christ! I'm going to turn into one of those teachers that I HATED having who didn't know what the fuck they were talking about!

I'm going to have to go teach in the ghetto somewhere they don't know how much I suck. Because I know I'm not going to get hired as an english teacher, no matter how much I want them to ignore that stupid french qualification that I never even wanted. *sob* I'm going to go and drown myself now.