Attack of the Green Monster: Grr!

And I'm not talking about those weird alien things from Mars Attacks! either.

Jealousy................

Such an ugly word.

Anyway, Rachel's got this job at a resort in Alberta or something for the summer, so she's off to go on one of her adventures while I'm stuck at home while my brain withers, my soul dies, and I have to associate with my sister. *shudder*

I wonder whether I will always be someone who constantly wishes that something exciting will happen to them, and then never has the moxie to make anything exciting happen for themselves. I suppose it's easier though, if you don't have to worry too much about the money.

In other news, I've got a date for the Craig Cardiff show at the study next week. Ani, Kate and I are going to have some curry and then we're all going to go, and I will sit and revel in the music and the candles and the tantric sound of the reverb.... I can feel my stress melt away even as I type this.

I can just picture it now. Craig will see me, stop and walk slowly over to see me. And gazing soulfully into my eyes he will say: "Rae, will you be my Judy Garland?" And I will say, "why yes Craig, I will..." and then we'll live happily after in the kingdom of musical genius.

Until John Mayer proposes.

Then I will have to do some hard, hard thinking as to who I would rather be associated with. Well, maybe I could talk them into a polygamous relationship?

current music: Afraid, Craig Cardiff